| who visits this site anymore?i dont think anyone. just a spacetakeruper on the internet. i dont even visit it anymore, funny, maybe to escape a nostalgia that i know will inevitably come if i read about my former self from four years ago. wow, four years. relatively it's not that long, but a lot does happen in four years,and alot has h appened. visiting ghosts, it's what it's like.
it's the last year of undergraduate college now, it's 330am after a party while i clack away at an old keyboard i pulled out ofthe last box when unloading. these k eys are difficult to press.
strange thinking that there will be no more school after this year, since there has been the prospectof school after every break since i was old enough to sit behind a desk and learn things that i'm supposed to.what then. some job behind another desk, sneaking peeks at the internet even though i'm not allowed to, taking a 10 and a 30 maybe. aftergrad seems not too fun,why is it that growing upisfun until you realize youll never do it again.
DESMA hasn['t really done anything for me except help in the typographical skills that i clearlydon't have, and make me realize that i hate what i'm expecfted to do for a career. i'm hoping for art center after for a grad edu, but that's a real distant hope.
shit, what am i talking about. senior year is meant to be enjoyed and itwill be enjoyed, bygones are bygones and moving on is the modus operandi, might as well do it elegantly and dignified. people will be people, mindsets will not change and some will, to put it cornily "c'est la vie," things pass and the buses will still run, time pokesholes inthe nets that we set up, isn't that the beauty of it all.
the dreams will stop,now that i've founddd........can finally let go
i'm looking forward to what comes next, also afraid of it, butmostly looking forward to it, because there's never been a time before that ican'tsee what's going to happen, there's soemthing fantastic about blundering on through a fog like that.
mccandless was searching,it's somethingto be admired
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school is hard, gotta get two jobs now
correction: school is hard financially.... no actually, LIVING is hard financially, + school
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| Design History 11B
our homework assignment was to create a structure out of something.
so i waited until 3am and then folded 10 cranes, glued them together in a pyramid shape and put them on an index card. my prof loved it
in class, he was having a discussion about forms.
prof: so what is a structure? can anyone tell me?
random students: buildings, cares, chemical compounds
another student: someone's thoughts
prof: oh, wow ok. i suppose you could say that
one more student trying to be smart: shouldnt we be asking what isnt a structure then
prof - bluntly: no
prof: so in this design (a treehouse) what are the forces acting on the structure?
girl: ummm. there's pushing and pulling
prof: where?
girl: pushing down. and. pulling down
prof: pushing and pulling down? are you sure about that?
girl: yeah, that's just basic laws of physics
prof: wouldnt it just sink into the ground
girl: no. because you cant have two things pushing. you have to have one pushing and one pulling
prof: no... not necessarily
guy: no, you can have two pushing. one's pushing up and the other is pushing down. that's why it can stay in one place
girl: what? no
prof: yes, that's right
girl: ....ohh...............
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